IM BITTER

People have been telling me that I am a bitter person. I use to not see it but now I get it. I just cant understand how Im suppose to not be bitter. Im mad as hell on the inside and when someone pisses me off about one thing all my angrer from everything comes out. Im bitter because me and my sons father had a child but he acted like that never happned. Sure it was 6 years ago but Im not over it hell to be honost I dont think I will ever be. Im mad because I dont get child support and my baby daddy works. So where the fuck is my money?? He sure as hell dont take care of him so he could at least send him some money. Shit! I also get bitter because I made choices in my life that have led me to here which is not somewhere I want to be. I get so mad at myself for the choices that I have made in the past. Im bitter on all the men who have done me wrong in the past. Im bitter because I wish I had more money than I do. There are so many things that upset me and make me a bitter person. Most days I am cool. Then there are days when it just seems that every thing that could go wrong goes wrong and then I tend to get mad about whats making me mad at the time and all the other shit Im holding inside. People tell me to forgive and forget all the time but I just cant seem to do that. They say that it will help me be a better person well I just cant do it.I dont want to be bitter anymore so anyone with any ideas on how not to be so bitter please feel free to comment.